Empiricism is the Enemy
Kate Schnetzer
Sometimes, I scream into the night. 
                   I sprint in my sleep. 
                   I cry when I fuck. 
Sometimes, I find this disconcerting.
But,  sometimes  is close enough to
         rarely,      so I pretend it means
         never.
I mumble prevarications; I’m embarrassed
by myths that persist in my muscles’             memories.
                                     My body spills its fleshy acrimony, 
                         onto an oblivious victim.
“Sometimes” 
creates holes that lay not in the coils of my stomach but in               my spine
                                                                                                         is striated and my belly full
                                     of soil I swallowed
in cadence until
                              all the good I devoured          
                                            was cemented; 
                              all the crummy too. 
            I watered the dust with love; it grew 
                                                                     into an enraged spire that clambered up my throat.    
                                 The bile-coated gorse makes my tongue taste like roses: ambrosial and       
                                                                                                                       sardonic.
How do I rationalize  the recoil
                                  to feelings
              I’ve never      known?
Kate Schnetzer recently graduated from Indiana University, receiving a B.A. in Theatre & Drama. She loves stories by emerging artists and has directed a number of contemporary Queer works. In her spare time, she makes rugs, writes bad - but not boring - plays, and kills basil plants. Her writing can be found in Sweet Tree Review. She is originally from Orlando, FL.
